Friday, June 22, 2007

Okay lovelings, SZE-ERN IS VERY FINE. You all were referring to the very old post about ballet exam i can tell. I'M VERY MUCHLY FINE ALREADY. (I should be! It's been 0123456789 years since that post). But i feel so loved, thank you for the concern.

LUBDUBS YOU.

Ps: i haven't been replying the tags cos i can't access my own TB. It says: 403 Forbidden. SORRY! So i haven't been deliberately ignoring your tags. I just couldn't see them. (Thank you Butt and BH for being my informants).

Thursday, June 21, 2007

OMGEDS THIS SITE IS SO ABANDONED AND FORLON.

Sorry Stickarooo, LJ seems to be working out better for me.

Friday, April 20, 2007

It's been such a hectic week. I'm glad the crazy has died down. Yes i know it's only Friday, but i have faith that i wouldn't be worked during the weekend. (Crosses fingers).

Chem was great. I did the worksheets on Mole all by myself.
Chink was sad and dull.
I could analyse the Lit poem good today. I surprise myself sometimes.
I am starting to get infatuated with Amaths.
English was the same. But i hope Mdm Low's not discouraged. :)
Emaths was really chaotic. It always is on Fridays cos a whole chunk of us have to leave for chapel. The band and the councillors.

Got stuck doing the English test that took forever. Mdm Low didn't let Emma talk to me when all i was left with was 2 minutes! Then we talked to her about Huan Zhu Ge Ge's educational content.

Decided that we had too much time on our hands, GraceD Yuenny Fel and Emma walked me to the primary school to get my phone from Mom. She brought up the Mrs Lim incident again. :(

Grabbed BBT and walked to GD's house. Her brother's got a dirty little secret! SHHH.

Chionged(well, not exactly. We took the bus. It was only one stop. I know we can be stupid sometimes but RAR.) to the stadium and realised we were rather early. Hung around for a while before going to warm up and start our heats.

Emma! Don't be sad no more yes? You did great. I saw you from the other side of the tracks. You make me proud. And it wouldn't matter if you dragged our team down or whatsoever cos we stick as a class as a team and we don't blame others cos we love each other. :)

22-ed back with Jo and then watched the Tyra show with Mom. I like Rami somethings spring collection. Someday, i'm gonna be a rich tai tai and afford all the couture gowns i ever wanted. :)

BYE!

I'm sorry.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

I have fallen.

Not literally.

Today was the first time i've felt this nervous during a ballet exam. When Sian hugged me, i was on the verge of bursting into tears. But i held back cos i couldn't possibly enter the studio with puffy eyes and ruldof's nose.

When i came out, again i held back my tears cos there were so many people in the prep room and it would be darn too embarrassing.

All this while, i secretly reproached myself. I danced miserably. Very miserably.

(A big heart to those who wished me all the best. Whether you shouted or whispered it, whether you gave me a hug or a smack or an encouraging thumbs up, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.)

What GraceD told me this morning hit me hard. I never knew. I never knew that i would see this in somebody i trusted and looked up to.

Maybe it's just me that's going wrong.

Everything's been in such a mess lately. And sadly, i'm entangled too. I'm exhausted. I don't dare think how things will go on in subsequently. I was and still am disappointed. I would give anything to reverse time and play it again. Differently this time.

I want LJ to work so i can do a private post.

I need to cry. Bye.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

The drama enfolded before my very own eyes. I felt so sad. I really did. Not that i got the presidency position. But a sense of injustice. By saying this, i am in no way saying that the people who got elected into the 2007 office did not deserve it. Everyone did well, i was so proud of them. But i felt Yuenny's pain. Imagine giving your all for the council, but the thing is that they don't see the effort she put in. All the tears and sweat. She deserved a position. But like i told Fahmi, i will tell her. If one is a true leader, he/she wouldn't need a position to prove that to everyone. Through daily duties and tasks, people will be able to see what calibre you are of. Yu'En, everything happens for a purpose. You yourself told me that. Take things in your stride. Who's to say that in the future, you aren't gonna be able to excel? Call me if there's anything you wanna talk about yeah? <333

So, it's all to God's glory that i got elected as the next president. I hope i will be able to live up to my predecessors(AHAHAHA. Mark, Joseph, Amos) and bring the council to greater heights. And oh, of course, practice opening the council door more often. I bet i sounded stupid when i said that. :(

I believe that the ExCo of 2007/2008 will be able to work beautifully together and make council so irresistable!

Got to go study now. :(

Edit!
I'm back. I wanted some relaxation. Is it me or is the weather getting warmer and warmer? Seriously! I just sat at my desk so mug and i came out of my room looking as if i just ran 2.4km. GLOBAL WARMING CRUD. Rar.

So anyways, after much hullabaloo, the few of us(pure hist. students) finally sorted out the SEQ/SBQ thing. Aldrich owes me big time! He disrupted me and made me help him sms Hemant for some random thing. And i've been distracted by the computer ever since. Thank goodness i already finished my SS essay and Emath homework.

TOMORROW'S SZE-ERN'S BALLET EXAM! She's feeling the jitters now. She's wearing her ballet soft shoes for don't know what reason and her 'cancer' is coming back. She has no mood to sit down and study for the History and Emaths tests tomorrow. Please pray for her. Pray that she'll just dance for the glory of God. Pray that whatever the outcome, she will accept it, knowing that it's all part of God's plan.

I hope everything goes on well tomorrow! Got to remind Mrs Lim about my tights!

Alright. I'll be off now. I have to mug the rest of History and then brush teeth and then QT and then toss and turn in bed for the second night in a row.

I lead a sad no-life life. It's been long since i last visited the zoo.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

The pain's eased off. Thank you to all who prayed for my recovery. I feel so much better after taking an hour's nap. I was supposed to be studying though. So now, guilt has taken over agony.

Oh yes. I lubx Emma's letter and apparently, i was supposed to cry. Like be touched. But i was more of tickled. Anyways, you made my day! <3

So i'll be off now to edit(for the gazillionth time) my speech.

If only we were allowed to do a song and dance. Or even act. I wouldn't mind, honestly.

Toods loves!

Veronica Mars! Thank God she's on channel 5. If i were to come home right after school each day, it'd be kudos to her. :) I HEARTS VERONICA MARS. And Duncan Kane should go eat his hair. RAR.

It's one of those days where Sze-Ern feels v v v loved. Friends are just so great.

So. Sze-Ern got the appendicitis scare today. Her tummy hurt a whole great deal. When Aldrich and Joel asked what happened, she jokingly commented that she's suffering from kidney failure, only to meet with their disbelieving faces. HAHAHA. But it really hurt.

She wants to thank Emma BH GraceD Jo DanielChia Moses Joel Aldrich and all the others who took time to ask whether i was alright. They're all so sweet that i might just be suffering from diabetes instead. <3

I might have cancer. So brace yourselves. HOHOHO.

I hope the pain eases by tomorrow, or i'll have to deliver my speech via the teacher advisor's phone placed in front of a mic with me on loudspeaker, talking from the conforts of my room, without having to face the nerve-wrecking crowd of the student council body.

Okay, i'll be strong.

Bye now, i wanna see what VM has up her sleeves!

Friday, April 13, 2007

2 hours of school. Plus an hour of gallivanting with Fel Yuenny Fahmi Fi and Jo. is enough to salvage my already v serious no-life sickness. I'm sad. Emma BH and the rest are going to the watermelon playground while i'm at home facing Martha Stewart on channel 5. I have to be back in school in full uniform at 2.20pm later and i'm so afraid that if i nap, i'll wake up an hour after i'm supposed to(which happens 9 out of 10 times).

BUT. FIONA HAS SO KIDLY OFFERED TO CALL ME AND WAKE ME UP FROM MY SLUMBER. SCHWEETS i lubx chewx. :)

She's not replying me. Has she forgotten? I hope not.

And oh yes, Chem SPA was pretty. But maybe the lab partner wasn't. Toopid Tiara. Doubts my sincerity of words and always thinks i'm being sarcastic even though i am very obviously not that kind of person. DUH. But i reeeally like her band's name. Andrea's Statement. SWANKY. Mr B thought i was interesting/wierd/cute cos i wrote Emma her reply letter on a piece of high-class toiletpaper(rar GID). Choose one from the 3 options above cos i can't remember exactly which word he used. The main point is, i'm coolstuff. :)

Okay there's something that's bugging me big time. Off to sleep!