Thursday, April 27, 2006
it doesn't seem right.i don't feel right.
i am having second thoughts about
taking the position up.
i kinda get this wierd feeling that i
will fail miserably.
and that i will give council a bad name.
i mean, with all the added responsibilities
and stuff, it's kinda tough not to feel
stressed right.
God, school, GB, council.
i am not sure if i will just breakdown
under all these stuff.
and it's hard for me to see my friends having
the time of their lives,
whoopdedooing around.
while i am stuck in a small
doing what needs to be done.
i've realised that i don't feel
God's presence whenever i pray nowadays.
WHAT"S GOING ON?!
jeremiah 29:11 says that God has a plan for me,
but i somehow can't see His perfect plan.
all i see is a blur picture of the future.
but at least i take comfort that
i can depend on God, come what may.
He is my strength in times of need.
in times of need, such as this.
I NEED YOU FATHER.