Monday, December 11, 2006
I feel so emo.Like all of a sudden there's this rush of emotions which get me feeling so low.
And if i could, i'd reeeally like to just freely express my thoughts right here.
But it's a public community even on the web. No, especially on the web.
I am sad. Like the crying kind of sad(is there another kind of sad?).
If only i can sob it all better.
Where's everyone when i need them? Where were you when i needed you by my side? Am i to blame for creating this whole hoolabaloo? For building up a facade? For donning a mask and stashing away my true feelings? For keeping you in the dark? But i thought we had an understanding. An unspoken bond. Like telepathy. All this while, i thought it was a perfect friendship. But i realised. It's just blissful ignorance. There are many reasons to back my inference. I guess we never stopped to think. Stopped to place God as our common bond.But i still love you as you are. And i hopefully that will salvage the situation.
I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING. GET IT OUT OF ME.
DADDY GOD! HELP MEEE.
Anonymous walked on the sunny side.
9:47 PM.
9:47 PM.