Thursday, December 21, 2006

Too fast. Everything's moving too fast. Changing too fast. Changes, the thing most people dread. The thing that I dread. I wouldn't mind if the changes were for the better. If they were beneficial towards me. But the thing is, they aren't. And i guess i'm too self-centred. I really don't know why this is boomeranging back in my direction.

Whatever the case is, i'm still trusting God and believing in his perfect plan, that he'll deliver me(:

I hate myself for being so sluggish yet again! I did nothing except use the computer, laze in front of the tv, pig out. I can't believe i threw the whole day away doing nothing. Really nothing to speak of. I am right now so(x 1 million) guilty. About everything. And i mean everything.

Okay, so i don't hate myself. Nah, i'm too in love with myself. Egoistic? HAHAHA!

Okay, so anyhoos. Emma baked cookies for me! LOVEEE! I shall stop with the her-being-so-bimbotic-even-though-she-actually-is jokes(:

BH's gossipingpromoting this SOMEONE online. She insists that she isn't gossiping. They're promoting AHEM. FWAHA! I'd like to see that. Show me the convo kay BH?

I needa wake up ultra early tomorrow morning for the sec 1 registration. I'm not sure if i can get up on time. I need JolTan, Emma or ManMan to give me a wake up call. Either one of them. They're goooood(:

P/S. I'm still angry that Utt's gay. Too bizarre. I want hard evidence!