Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I've realised.

That these few days, i've caught on the depressive bug. Where i'm so caught up with wallowing in self pity that i don't stop to look at the beautiful things that God has blessed me with.

It's those days where i am not in any mood to open my mouth and bother talking. Where i feel so guilty for being such a pain in the butt to my friends. Where i just feel that the sky's gonna come crashing down on me. Where i'm too lazy to be bothered to guffaw at the stupid antics on Just for Gags which airs on TV mobile. Where all i want to do i plug into my ipod and nap away all my weariness.

I guess i'm not really good at relying on God. I'm the kind who wants to do things on her own. I admit. I'm really praying that i learn my lesson and wake up quick.

A fergaflubilastic idea popped into my head today which cheered me up just thinking of how great it would work out.

I'm all prepared to flunk Lit test. It's just like how i felt about Physics. But this time it was better cos the guided essays helped(: Oh sweet diabetes-inducing joy. But then again, forget the joy. Cos i'm forseeing the raved angsty day where i get back the paper.

On a lighter note. I feel so so so much more refreshed cos i just took a shiooooook nap(: YAY ME. Plus! Mommy and i are no longer arguing(for now at least). I've got nice songs to load onto my ipod. Ah, the silver lining thingamajiggy does work afterall.

Thank you GraceD and Jem for the belated bday gifts(: Sorry GD, that you hurt yourself while making my present! LOVE<3

I seriously think glue should be called 'hu jiao fen' in cheena. Cos it's so much more shun kou. Thanks(NOT) Emma for embarrassing me infront of laoshi.

I shall be off to go practice for Emaths now. And do the dreaded USSWs to which i have no idea what to write thanks to Hemant who suggested writing movie reviews. What am i supposed to write! What, Finding Nemo?! It's been how long since i last went to catch a movie man. GAHHH!

Nah, not mad at you dude. HAH(:

Ps. We didn't go an make the ics. Mand and i at least. Sorry Heng, i ps-ed you:\ I still have your bday present my birthday twin. HAHAHA. LOOOVE!

God bless YOU. Yes you. All of you.