Monday, January 29, 2007

Yaaaaaaaaay! Sustained Gold Award for 34th! I'm thrilled. Seriously. It really made me happier after what just happened.

I don't know why my mom and i always have to be at loggerheads with each other for every little stinking thing. I don't see the point of these arguments. It always escalates and becomes this big issue. Talk about making mountains out of molehills. Honestly, if you ask me, i'd tell you straight in the face i hate it to the core. I look at my friends' relationships with their mothers. And i can't help but envy them. I constantly ask myself why is it other people have close relationships with their parents and why is it i don't.

Maybe i don't make the conscious effort to do so. I daren't speak on Mommy's part.

Just yesterday, Mommy and i were talking in my room about cats and the new houses Daddy and her went to view. I loved it. As stupid as cats and houses being the topic, i really treasured the talk. It's been eons since we've talked like that. I miss those days when we could just talk about anything under the sun. Now, it's like 2 related people living under the same roof, but not talking to each other, not acknowledging the other's presence. What's the point then. Which brings me to the USSW thingy Mdm Low made us write.

Sigh. What pretences.

The stage has been set for the play.