Friday, March 09, 2007

If there's one thing i can't stand, is having last minute responsibilities thrown at me. I know it's ironical since i myself may be advocating last minuteness. But this is getting out of hand.

The last minute decision of my new posting to LogsI/C because the original I/C(i'm not sure who) couldn't make it for camp; honestly really got me flustered although i may not have have shown it. (Even though i know it was harder on some others i.e Jem, Yu'En). It's not the issue of quantity because afterall, we can be considered the biggest group in school. It's the commitment related to the job. We HAVE the manpower. But we're lacking in commitment. I was just thinking about it this morning. Seriously la, where is the responsibility? Where is that display of commitment? Where is that fire and passion? Council will just be a group without that flame burning in us. It will just be like another place where we meet and have fun fullstop. Daddy God, Jem told me that human cannot possibly touch and fill the empty hearts of those that were meant for You to fill. Daddy God, please work Your miracles. Send a revival.

Okay, so rising to my new posting as LogsI/C, Van, Fik and i had to run around the school searching high and low for Mr Ho. We really combed the whole school man. Finally when we found him at the library, we also discovered his intentions of hiding from us! :( But nvms, cos after all that hullabaloo that almost turned into a wild goose chase if we hadn't gone to the library(we were intending to bypass it); we got our job done. JUST DANDY(:

And instead of feeling grateful towards us, those nitwits(hee) inside the council room invaded my private space and rummaged through my planner. Okay la, there wasn't anything p&c. And FYI to SOMEONE, i am NOT free from the 29th onwards okay? Sorry.

Oh yes! The results! Which were surprisingly not as bad as expected. GOD IS UBER GOOD. Three distinctions, three Bs, a C and a D(for the first time darn it!). Which makes my L1R5 14. I was 0.3 marks to another A1 for combined humans. BUT ON A LIGHTER NOTE, THIS IS ALREADY CONSIDERED RATHER IMPRESSIVE(by my standards) BECAUSE I DIDN'T REALLY STUDY AND FAILED PRACTICALLY EVERY TEST. -Nods.

Fel's birthday outing turned out really sad cos the meeting made Yu'En and i late by very long. And we had to walk 0123456789 miles to Sakae which had the worst customer service in the whole entire history of bad customer services. The food took forever to reach our table and it was all soggy. :( By the time we finished, i had to rush off cos Mommy wanted me back by 6. My fat fat arms were the object of scrutiny! :( And i think she's in a i-don't-feel-like-being-nice-to-my-daughter mood today. She also didn't want to let me use her nice patent bag. RAWR.

So they walked me to CityLink so i wouldn't get lost on the way to the MRT station. I was hoping i'd see ___ and __________ along the way. HEE!

Next Tuesday's meeting will be at the bowling alley. Whoa, i doubt we'll be able to get anything done. But i like the idea of throwing Aliff into the gutters if he dares talk about the 1 and a half hour long PT session.

Jek just told me that he finds ano girls a revolting sight. HAHAHA. And we both agreed that eating is mankind's most pleasurable activity. So here is enough evidence that i won't ever become ano even though my fat arms are disturbing. AMEN!

SMILES.