Sunday, March 11, 2007

'Rumours affect. No matter how much you say you're impervious to them, as long as you have a social life, they do have a degree of damage to you. It is clever to create an untrue fact and spread it around to damage the another's reputation, hurt someone's feelings.' -whoever Emma quoted in her blog.

HOW TRUE. It's really disturbing. And i'm highly affected if you must know. The flurry of emotions that blew into my mind when * told me what was going on was just a killer(thanks a million for telling, dude). Thank goodness Sian and Fel were online as well. They suggested i call Emma and tell her. Let her hear it straight from me rather than from the (very soon to be) distorted rumours. It turned out tons better than what i expected. In actual fact, i was anticipating horror of a lost friendship. Once again, thank you God, my never failing bestfriend.

But what i'm really peeved and crummy(at the same time) about is that the main people involved in this nonsensemajiggy happens to be people i know. Ohmy quack, was that a shock when * told me.

Anyhoos, thanks for believing in me, those whom i talked to. I guess this is the part where they'd say worthy friends share weal and woe. AND, i've come to the realisation that there ARE actually people right in my midst who are vicious. (about time i realised huh).

To whoever who started this whole hulabaloo of a mess: I really hope you do know what hurt you're causing all of us. It's very saddening to come to know that YOU'RE the ones who are preying on us. I'm hopelessly disappointed.

Enough said, i want to chop chop close this sad chapter.